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i think i'm bipolar. 

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2006 recap:

.last new years eve-alma.
.ski hill. 
.ysc.
.Last winters cabin parties..
.vansickle..
.Mexico.
.dance team state.
.csu.
.ski trips.
.fighting against the catholic religion.
.Alma prom party.
.beauty and the beast and all the drama entailed.
.our prom.
.June 3rd. joe's party.
.ryan.
.skinny dipping.
.June 7th.
.Modena falls.
.kate n gracies.
.prairie moon.
.new york city.
.4th of july.
.grounded.
.mikey and andy's.
.skatepark.
.august 5th. Natalie's Death.
.wsu.
.sam.
.school.
.italian american banquet.
.camp enterprise.
.token.
.car crash.
.chiropractor.
.crappy "winter" weather.
.new year's eve 2006. woot.

there's probably more, but that's my main highlights from 2006, good or bad. 

hope everyone's new year's was fantabulous.

-peace.

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christmas sucks. i believe i have now lost all christmas cheer ever possible in me for this year. burf. deer gawd why does everything in my life turn to shit these days, honestly. it's bad. and i really just want it to stop. now. i want to be happy for the holidays, maybe. or is happiness just a little too much to ask santa for this year.. ughhhh i just don't know. it's been forever since i've been on here but i just really needed some place to rant. i need a break from life. and soon. anyone wanna fly down to jamaica for a week here with me? that'd be sweet.  o well, i'll do my best. i just need to get through all this shit. somehow. fuckin a why does life have to shit on me. and now of all times. fuck. i'm sorry, none of you who may actually read this hae any idea whats going on. basically boys can be very stupid sometimes in what they do, school sucks major balls as i'm sure a lot of you know, high school is basically a pointless waste of time, and i tend to be a waste of time on my parents and a waste of their money, i suck at driving and other areas of life... woohoo. oh, it doesn't help that menstural cramps make me want to die. but i must say that chocolate is basically my best friend at the moment. yea.. 
well anywho..

ya'll have just a splendid merry fucking christmas. 

sorry for the anger..

love you all. don't die. stay out of jail. thats all i ask.

Current Music:
stupid holy night. i'm sick of xmas music.
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"Your sensual nature is heightened, dear Taurus, and you will find yourself engaged in tender moments and languid peacefulness in the company of others. Soothe your soul by letting yourself slip into situations that allow you emotional freedom to do or say whatever comes to mind. Life should be like a love poem that is written by one of the great masters. Accept the good energy that is coming your way."

mm.. i love days like this...

peace.

Current Mood:
horny peachy
Current Music:
Red Hot Chili Peppers- Blood Sugar Sex Magik...
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it's been a damn long time since i've actaully posted on here. and i'm bored, so i think i'll just reflect on my life in the past few months:
-Spent the entire summer in wisconsin basically. and i'm not gonna lie, i miss it.
-school started, pseo started. Intro to Art is all i'm taking in winona this semester which kind of blows, but whatevs. i get to leave wab every day after 4th hour, so thats pretty sweet.  oh, and my high school schedule is unbelievably easy...
-parents have been bitchin at me for the past month or so about driving to cream all the time to see ryan, well the damn kid still can't drive, and it's not like i'm just not going to see him, that'd be just stupid. 
-and as of him, it's good, for the most part, for those of you that care. i seem to have a lot of people ask me how things are going with him, so i'll just tell all ya'll that it's a relationship, we're not perfect, but i love the kid and we have our fun. plus that i'm totally in with his family is quite funny. they love me lol.. now only if i could get my family to like him... 
-planning for college is a bitch. my dad has been driving me crazy, much less to tears almsot every day. Colorado is my dream. and god damn if i'm not going to acheive it. it'd just help if i could get a little fucking support from someone in my family besides the occasional 'if you get money' speech from my mom. ugh it fucking sucks living with them somedays.. and for some reason i think it'd be a little bit easier if i wasn'tt he only one in the house that they have to worry about. alicia and dominic provided a distraction.. now all the focus is on me and what they're gonna do with me next year and i can't stand it. i dunno. it's as if they think i can't do it. i can't put myself up for even filling out applications according to them. well i'm fucking doing it, i'm in a class that basically does it for you, thank you mrs nillson.. and they don't see that! agh! fuckin a, i'm gonna go take a nap before i explode.

if you only knew...

Current Mood:
crappy crappy
Current Music:
my brain.
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yea.. she lives on love street, lingers long on love street...
woot.
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[bored]

Current Mood:
chipper chipper
Current Music:
the doors. love street.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN!!!!
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well happy last first day of school for us seniors. ever! wootwoot. 
it wasn't that bad at all for me actually. i think i even may have enjoyed it. even tho i was only there 1-3 hours, then dentist appt., then part of 4th, then i get to leave! every day! hot shit dood i love it. 4 hours of high school, mon wed fri the rest of the day i can fuck around, do whatever i want, go steal my boyfriend out of school, i'm likin it. and my tues thurs art class in nona is pretty bomb ass too. yay. i'm a senior, the rest of you suck. lol. jk! yea, i still kind of have enregy. holy crap you should seen me on my way home from nona,and then at the skate park when i got back, i was just bouncin off the mofuggin walls. and hopping in the sand/dirt piles. wowee my feet were dirty. and then i came home and went pickin berries in the garden barefoot and then went to the vball game and my feet were just like black. haha. i love it. woooooo. k i should go sleep. mew.
gnight.
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Stella=dead.
effing dead things.
she was a good little kitten. 
for the two days i knew her.or him.

but damn he's still good. wwoooweee.
my nose itches.
poopbox

bottle of g'damn urine. are you kidding me?!
it's a reefer day ya want some mindless? it's a reefer day ya want a blast? it's a reefer day ya want some mindless 
thanks for your company and thanks for the grass.

woot.
bed time.
see ya'll at school tomorrow! 
burf.

-LOVE!

Current Mood:
high hello!
Current Music:
my mind screaming.
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WE GOTS A KITTYYY!!!
hehe. yay. it seriously made my night and basically this whole week. ah..
but yea, ryan and i went over to chads tonight and i fell in love with this little kitten and chad told me to take it and ryan said we could keep it at his house and it could be our kitty and YAY. her name's stella and she's fucking adorable. i just hope he takes care of her cause i won't be over there all that much when school starts and shit. 
yea, well i just ahd to share my excitement, cause i friggin adore that cat. tehe. yea..
k, im' goin to bed. i have to open at 9 tomorrow and i'm gonna be pissy so if anyone wants to come brighten my day i'll be at work til 4. :D i'd enjoi it.
g'night

Current Location:
mi casa. hehe, i heart the mexican fucker..
Current Mood:
cheerful yay. tired.
Current Music:
froggies.
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