it's been a damn long time since i've actaully posted on here. and i'm bored, so i think i'll just reflect on my life in the past few months:
-Spent the entire summer in wisconsin basically. and i'm not gonna lie, i miss it.
-school started, pseo started. Intro to Art is all i'm taking in winona this semester which kind of blows, but whatevs. i get to leave wab every day after 4th hour, so thats pretty sweet. oh, and my high school schedule is unbelievably easy...
-parents have been bitchin at me for the past month or so about driving to cream all the time to see ryan, well the damn kid still can't drive, and it's not like i'm just not going to see him, that'd be just stupid.
-and as of him, it's good, for the most part, for those of you that care. i seem to have a lot of people ask me how things are going with him, so i'll just tell all ya'll that it's a relationship, we're not perfect, but i love the kid and we have our fun. plus that i'm totally in with his family is quite funny. they love me lol.. now only if i could get my family to like him...
-planning for college is a bitch. my dad has been driving me crazy, much less to tears almsot every day. Colorado is my dream. and god damn if i'm not going to acheive it. it'd just help if i could get a little fucking support from someone in my family besides the occasional 'if you get money' speech from my mom. ugh it fucking sucks living with them somedays.. and for some reason i think it'd be a little bit easier if i wasn'tt he only one in the house that they have to worry about. alicia and dominic provided a distraction.. now all the focus is on me and what they're gonna do with me next year and i can't stand it. i dunno. it's as if they think i can't do it. i can't put myself up for even filling out applications according to them. well i'm fucking doing it, i'm in a class that basically does it for you, thank you mrs nillson.. and they don't see that! agh! fuckin a, i'm gonna go take a nap before i explode.
if you only knew...
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